trans* man is sexually frustrated


bring your sweat to the summer show               wear it under your bathing suit

and i’ll spend the rest of my nights lusting after it


for years i've been dreaming of


                                          dirt


allowed my sweat to granulate

and be heavy like the dark sand swirling the waves at high tide


i’ve laced all my beers with this thick dark sweat and survived


i blink and feel the sting of dirt in my eyes

              i am filthy


                                          just


scoop at the blank


space behind my clitoris to know

              and feel

the truth of this

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